I'm thinking of You

                

I'm thinking of the things you said

the lies you weaved

the dreams you fed me

I'm thinking of you

I'm thinking the numbness

the pain I feel

the knife piercing through me

as realisation sets in

I'm thinking of you

I'm not perfect

nor did I ever look for perfection

I don't believe in numbers 

or count undeserving people

But I believed in you

The illusions you weaved

the expectations of a life together

A home,kids and the dog

Getting up in your arms

Sending the kids to school

Watching them graduate

Growing old together

all illusions you weaved

 Illusions I chose to believe

My life's an illusion

a complete mess

Cause I believed in You

I believed in Us

I believed your every word

Honestly, Its all my fault

I let the walls around me fall

let you take over my world

let you weave your illusions

let u live your lie

You made me smile

led me to believe

you showed me the lights

or maybe I'm just not so bright

--By Prabalta Rijal